Vegas Update

I guess I should update everyone about Vegas. We all know that we lost him Monday April 9. I am feeling strong enough to discuss my loss. The vet still has his blood, and is trying to find the appropriate person who specializes in Cardiomyopathy.
Will keep you posted regarding that.
I miss him more than anything, it is difficult to do much of anything without thinking of him, since he was always with me, even in the bathroom! Maybe I should have set some boundaries 'cos I can't even pee without thinking of him! lol
I haven't packed his things away, as morbid as that may seem. When it first happened, I was angry and threw out his food dishes, and bones but stopped myself before I threw away things that I might regret later. I bought a nice antique looking treasure chest to put his keepsake things in, like baby teeth, birthday collar, and favorite toy(s). I also bought a large bin to put his favorite blankets and the rest of his things.
Everyday gets a little easier with less crying. I think about all the ways he made me laugh, the innocent and silly things that he has done, and that truly makes me feel happy.
I want to thank everyone who has reached out to me, I was so surprised to see how he had affected other people's lives. I really appreciate all that people have done and said to console me, to make my grieving process an easier one.
You guys are the best.